Thursday, October 30, 2008

I felt like this recently. Alone.
Tried screaming. Tried talking and mumbling to myself.
Jumping around, repeating constantly yet meaningless motions and actions.
Not much use. Doesn't take the inverse pressure away.

Now the world seems like a really big place.
And I am so wee and I am lost and drowning in it.
And because I am so small, I am insignificant and my existence is becoming
nil and I am dissolving. I am so so small..

I wonder if I am just left alone ,
Am I indeed feeling peaceful because I am alone
or am I just comforting myself that I can enjoy peace .

Lastly , I am sorry for the sadness I've caused.
12:50 AM

Monday, October 13, 2008

Went to catch "Connected" recently with baby at JP. The show consisted of famous actors like Louis Koo, Barbie Hsu and Nick Cheung. The story tells about a single father named Bob whos life isn’t so good working as a debt collector. Bob’s trapped in a job that goes against his usual easy-going helpful nature and he’s under tremendous pressure to be a better dad, a better brother, a better worker, even a better person. While dealing with all this and his sister’s threat to move to Australia with his son to force him to clean up his act, Bob receives a call out of the blue. It’s a stranger called Grace who claims a mysterious kidnapper is keeping her against her will and begs him to save her and her young daughter. Finally after persuading Bob , he passed the phone to a nearby officer. The detective he tried reporting the call to seem to think so but Bob’s instincts tell him that he may just be the only thing standing between them and a painful death.

Overall i like the acting and the tons of actions that were going on. It was trilling yet injected with humour timely. Really worthwhile to go watch it =).

Anyways today was first day of school reopening and im already in my last semester ! Hurray haha. And the good thing is for my 2 new modules i'll be in the same class as Ian and Roy. Im taking FCS and PLT . Hope i can do well for my last sem and faster graduate from Ngee Ann . Haha. But heard from Baby that her schedules are quite tightly packed and we will have lesser time to meet each other. Therefore hope she'll learn to take care of herself when im not around. Alright shall stop here. Bye peeps =) .



6:57 PM

Saturday, September 27, 2008
Oh YES finally my holidays are here after beening tortured for 5 weeks of VPP ! Last night i was working at the Mercedes-Benz Centre from 6pm - 2.30am as there was an event there organized by my friend's company. I worked together with some friends like Andy , Javier , Jiang Hui and Edmund. I also got to know some new friends there too. We were working as Traffic marshals. Sounds power right ? But actually our jobs were just to direct cars coming in and out inside the multi-storey carpark. But seriously , that company sucks. Everything that the fcuked up cooridinator promised was bullshit. Initially the

pay was $8. But it reduced to $7 last minute. He also said it would be a cashpay but in the end was crap too. And he said dinner will be provided. But ccb we stood from 6pm to 11pm and there was nothing for us. NOT even a bottle of water. We all had to drink from the tap. We did voice out but it was still useless. In the end , our good friend Zi Jian drove out to buy dinner for us. Only he could go as his job was to chauffeur guests so he could drive around. But even though there was alot of complainings , overall i still find it a good

experience lar. We were able to see lots of super cars drove by the guests. As Javier and i were working on the 5th (last) storey , i only got to see a Porsche convertible. The rests were either BMW 5 and 7 series or Mercedes- Benz E classes. Jian Hui saw an Aston Matin and a GTR. How shiok was that haha .Moreover , we were give light sticks to help direct cars. But we all were so bored till we started videoing ourselves and shuffling with the lighjt sticks haha. Anyways after work there was a mini-bus to fetch us home. It was so tiring i slpt almost immediately after showering =p.




Anyways , before the holidays we had this photo-taking session during FYP. It was kinda stupid la as we have to dress up to school just for 10mins. But it was still fun luh.

So these are the peeps !
formal shoot.
Us taking with Mr Chua & Mr Choo
My Group P260 !
Andy's Group
ok the rest are randoms =)
xinfu dudes haha
Andy face like monkey haha.
Library's bubbletea. the crazy dudes =D The End =)
5:30 PM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

brrr so tired today.. I skipped sch as i was sick . Anyways ytd was a killer . We went to workshop to do our hardware for the motor. After that I played basketball and soccer with my class including the gals haha. It was scorching but we all had fun. Then the most sian part , team building. We had to do the 5 stations to prepare ourselves for NAFA nxt week. Everyone was very tired and my whole body aching haha. After that i rushed home and rest .

Anyways i've gotten the photos from them already. Shall show some b4 i slp haha =). And dear , happy working and drink lotsa water ok. Muacks.




Cubic Factory that we went to.

Dinner on first night =)

Trisa , Sherlyn , Andy , Chan & I

Gorgeous .

haha me and Andy's bird face.

On our 2nd night haha.

Taken by the Melaka river.

After some quick shopping =)

Dinner on the 3rd night !

Haha the twin brothers.

Dinesh and Big Daddy.

On our last day =/.

Taken before climbing the hill.

Now at the top of the hill hah.

3 gays posing =D.

I loved this one.

At their some sort of museum.

Javier power lol.

Lastly the group photo haha.
Can spot me anot =)

9:51 AM

Sunday, September 7, 2008
Hello peeps it's been a month . Sorry that i left this blog to rot haha. Anyway i just came back from Malacca and ive lots of photos to show but may take some time. So in the mean time , let me share what ive been doing during my absence and about my trip in Malacca =).

Ok so after our exams , i went for my driving test on 25th August 10am. I achieved an immediate failure for mounting kerb . Grr , i was really puzzled as it was also my first time touching the kerb. Anyway im looking forward to the 2nd test date on this coming 25th !

Ok besides failing to get a first time pass , the other fustrating thing was that i had to endure 5 weeks of VPP everyday 8am - 5pm just after my exams. What would you do if you've to wake up so early everyday and report at 8am and tahan till 5pm . Besides that we're not allowed to play PSP and even surfing the net ! Really torturing lo.

Ok finally i'll talk about Malacca. This study trip was conducted by ECE and lasted for 4 days from 03/09/08 to 06/09/08. I went there with my FYP class and other friends from ECE. Well the food there was actually much worse from what i thought. Most of the time we ate at the factory's cafeteria and those ulu place w/o air-con and lots of mosquitos. Only the dinner at a restaraunt from 2nd last day and the lunch from the last day was better. Anyway i shared room with Andy and Dinesh. And everyday we had to be at the Cubic Learning Factory from 10am to 5pm for mass lectures. But back at night we had non-stop gambling sessions haha. As a result i was very sick all the time haha.

Ok as for the happier moments , we visited some historical places like the Portuguese Square and some museum , and few hours of shopping. I bought a pair of earrings , 3 tops and 2 boxers for myself , 2 boxes of fragrance sachet and lastly , a photo frame and a bottle of liquid foundation for baby. Lastly , Andy and i went for massage at the Jonker Street. It was really superb haha. So on the last day we arrived at the Tuas checkpoint around 8pm. We were suppose to reach at 6pm actually i dont know whats with that delay too. So anyway the coach dropped most of us along the Tang Dynasty at AYE. I quickly cabbed home with Dinesh as baby was waiting at home for me. So finally reached home and saw her happy face haha.

Sorry to made u worry so much dear. Hope u like the present i bought ok haha. So thats roughly about what happened at Malacca. Well tmr will continue VPP what a drag! Gotta slp early tonight and i gtg already lols. So gd night peeps =D.
4:48 PM

Thursday, August 7, 2008
Boo couldn't post for this few days as my lappy's adaptor died on me haha. Now using mummy's lappy. Dont know when can use my own lappy again =/

Anyways recently went to watch "The Mummy" with dear. Hmm was kinda disappointed lo. It wasn't that nice compared to the first and second parts. It doesn't really focus so much about the mummies and pyramids , instead more

into wars and fighting. But still i think it's worthwhile to watch Anyways celebrated mummy's birthday on 4th August at Tung Lok Restaurant. It's located at the Arena Country Club along upper jurong road.

We had buffet there haha and it was my first time trying the dish "Fuo Tiao Qiang ". Although i ate the mini version , But it was really superb. We also tried many nice dishes and i loved the beef and sashimi most . Hope to go there more often =).

Ok as for today , woke up at around 9am , then quickly shower and rush to school le. Cause Javier told me the supervisors will be coming early to inspect on us. But when i reached school at around 10.30am , there's only 4 ppl in the class. They were sherlyn , chan and the couple. No one else omg. And i found

out from them that they did nothing much the whole day only watching some dvds. Then i started to wonder why did i come to school for. In the end i just ended up slacking with them haha. Really kinda bored. But Javier came later

on to accompany me for while. Then we slacked again and finally left at 3+ . What a day for me haha. Alright guess i stop here tired le. Tmr gonna catch the show "Money No Enough 2". Lastly gd luck to dear for tmr's final exam. U can do it dont worry. =D




8:31 PM

That Dude!
Welson Chan
19
15th July 1989
Cancer
Jurong West
Attached to Sharyl苗静
Ngee Ann Poly(ECE 3rd year)


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Gucci Wallet
More $$$$
White canvas shoes
Levis skinny jeans
Uzumaki Matcha-ah flavoured ice cream !!
Holiday with her
FYP faster end !!!
New ear studs
Graduate from NP !
Japan tour !
More Shirts
More Berms and Pants !!!
Belt buckles
Get my freaking 3C license!
Pass my MIIT & DAVT
Clear my remaining 3 modules
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