I felt like this recently. Alone.
Tried screaming. Tried talking and mumbling to myself.
Jumping around, repeating constantly yet meaningless motions and actions.
Not much use. Doesn't take the inverse pressure away.
Now the world seems like a really big place.
And I am so wee and I am lost and drowning in it.
And because I am so small, I am insignificant and my existence is becoming
nil and I am dissolving. I am so so small..
I wonder if I am just left alone ,
Am I indeed feeling peaceful because I am alone
or am I just comforting myself that I can enjoy peace .
Lastly , I am sorry for the sadness I've caused.
Welson Chan